Why are you like this? (17/9/18 3:30AM)
I question life a lot and I'm not kidding. Somehow, i just do that a lot. I don't like the fact that I do that a lot. I know life is precious and i could never imagine what would it feel like to lose someone i love too. I may not seem like it, but i actually like my family a lot. I almost lost my grandpa and it really affected me a lot. But somehow, my brain just suck that much. These days, i feel like my passion is running out and i'm slowly dying inside. I don't hate life like that. I hang out with my friends a lot, I try to live my life well before i grow old. I'm trying to live the wild life while I'm still young and able. But somehow, life drains out . you lose passion, you lose determination, you lose motivation, you lose will. you lose feelings that you want to feel. you lose the excitement in life. I want to be happy, I told my family the other day as I was bawling my eyes out, that I want to be happy. I want to be mentally healthy. ...